Archive for the ‘Phil’s Ramblings’
Holy frickin boredom batman.
My mind is blank. Been putting together old computers for my father for god knows why. Don’t really feel like doing anything and when I do, I get bored within a few moments. Feeling sour over the girl I miss, but even that goes into nothingness like everything else seems to be. Have some niche sites I need to work on, but blah. Just blah.
Going to try and read some blogs I like but I have a feeling the content will be lacking since most of the authors are in Vegas for an affiliate summit.
Valentine’ Day is here… whoo frickin hoo.
Valentine’s Day is once again upon the American public. A lot will say its a made up holiday and why should anyone want to participate. Its designed to get you to spend more money. Yes it is. I do want to participate, but due to reasons not of my own This year I shant be and I am morose because of it. I miss her a great deal and wish things would not have turned out the way they did.
Now with the vent over, hopefully can stop being such a whiny baby, and go do something useful like work on some adwords for a new affiliate offer. YAY LIFE.
Not soon enough..
A change in jobs can’t come soon enough. I find myself dreading the daily trek to work now as I know I will most likely be bored to tears. No challenges whatsoever make for a very dreary day. The money is good and would be stupid to leave until something better comes along.
Hopefully my oral board went well, even if its less money I am sure being a police officer at least would challenge me more.
Day update: The same.
Still my motivation to do anything is lacking. I have started to think about the coulda woulda shouldas of the past and they wont leave my mind. Washed the car, then it started raining. Tried to play cs but I suck. Tried to call her, she wont answer.
Went to the pound to pick up Rex’s new friend, waited two and a half hours for god knows why… but he is here. Vladimir the Destroyer a 3 month old Keeshond Mix. Hes sweet as heck, but is probably going to take some time to train him. I still have more stuff to do but I feel like procrastinating.
It’s a lazy day.
Tired but not tired. Want to sleep but have slept over twelve hours already. Don’t want to play Counter-Strike, don’t want to watch a movie. Already caught up on various financial blogs I read (I liked this interview at IWillTeachYouToBeRich). Not feeling at all motivated to do much else. I have some stuff in the great wide world of the Internet I need to finish up including a new affiliate marketing blog but I just don’t want to.
Oh well. Once I hit post I am going to force myself to do one task then I will aloow myself to be useless for the day! That or maybe I will call Kevin to motivate me to be less worthless.




